You haven't droned on at all. I've been waiting for your posts!!
I know what you mean about worrying about her in the future. After I found out Alf had a heart murmur I was so worried he was going to have a heart attack. I woke up one night and Alf was flopped motionless on the bed. I thought he'd died!! He was just sleeping like the dead ... ha!! ... and was none to pleased to be shaken witless to make sure he was still alive lol.